waiting 4 da answer??

laz nyte i gave hm a mcg.. a mcg i shudnt sent 2 hm.. bt unfortunately i did... n its miserably bad...

"awk.. i noe i shudnt ask u diz.. bt its keep btherng me.. awk.. can u gve me anther chnce 2 b wif u.. 4give me n i prmiz u dat i'll change.."

ohhh sgt sadiz blew 2nggu jwpn dye cmnie... tdi at school dyra asked me to meet him face 2 face.. bt i couldnt.. i dont have da strenght 2.. OMG .. y am i so weak 2 confront him..

dyra yg g jmpe dye..

dyra : malyn nk jwpn kw..
dye : ntah .. ak x tawlaa..
dyra : xbek taw kw ckp cm2 kt dye...
dye : nnti ak ckp dgn dye sndiri..
dyra : dye nk skrg..
dye : t ak jmpew dye..

ohh ,,, susanye...
tdi g kol dye kt public habab..

malyn : nga wtpew..??
dye : nga dgr laguu..
malyn : so ap jwpnnye??
dye : jwpn?? jwpn pew eak??
malyn : sy xrti laa tnye soklan bnyk kali..
dye : emm.. emmm.. ntah eak..
malyn : ckplaa cpt..
dye : law sy ckp xleyh??
malyn : law xleyh nvr mind.. xpewlaa..
dye : law boleyh??
malyn : law boleyh.. boleyhlaaa..
dye : 2 jew??
malyn : abes ue awk nk suwo sy wt pew?? mnnges.. mryu.. mraung??
dye : hmmm. ntahlaa.. xtawlaa.
malyn : sy tnye boleyh ke x.. x ske btoll jwpn xtawlaa.. ntahlaa... uish..
dye : llki kn mmg gnie... suke ckp xtawlaa..
malyn : awk laky kew??
dye : pe dye??!!

jwpn dye sume ntahlah.. xtawlaa.. ntah eakk.. ermmm..

urghh.. brsbr jep ak nie...
hmmm...
2nyte..
ak arap mlm nie dye da make up his mynd.. ohh.. plish kill me nw.. nervous?? ohh no,,, wuteva da answer is.. ak redha sajaa laaa... nk wt cmne law mmg dye bkn utk ak..

dak2 nie sllu tnye..
malyn ap lebeyhnye dye ue..
ap istimewanye dye ue..
npew kw xleyh lupekan dye..
dye kn da wat mcm2 kt kw tp npew kw tnggu dye agy..
malyn kw lpekn jelaa dye ue..

oii SAHABAT..
ckp cng laa weyh..
ap lebeyhnye dye..??
dye sme jep nan kowg..
ap istimewanye dye..??
dye istimewa bab dpt wat ak jtoh aty nan dye..
npew ak xleyh lpekan dye??
bab dye satu2nye dlm aty ak..
npew ak tnggu dye agy??
sbb ak da jnjy dgn dye..
lpekan dye??
ak akn lpekn dye ble dye suwo ak wat cm2..

i've fallen 4 him..
i've loving him unconditionally..
n nthing can stop me frm loving hm..
dye SEMPURNA bgy ak..

2nyte will decide evrythng..
da answer dat will chnge evrythng...
i'll accept it..
n i'll neva regret it..


love..,,
malyn
(being strong is da laz option i have)