awi nie awi yg sgt x besh agy ak.. kene pndah klz.. dok kt 5 sn 1.. adoyh.. mlz tol nk nek tngge nie.. hmmm... da r laz kteowg jep kt c2.. bocan tollll!!

pagy2 agy da jumpe abg ue.. eah dye snyom kt ak laa.. adeyh... caer2.. suke laa tgk mte dye.. chantek!

paz ue dpt mrkh kh, 78.. oke r.. bab slme nie asek dpt 50 lebeyh jep.. tp syg gak r ,, 1 soklan jep agy nk dpt a.. pai dpt 94.. n ba dpt 81.. huhu.. ok r an.. da ad a..

paz ue smpay blek.. x nmpk lansong byg laky ue.. nape tah ak ase empty sgt.. kosong.. mse blek ue ad r nmpk dye.. tp dye x tgk ak sket pown.. sedeyh aw.. haha.. aty ak ase sket sgt.. ak ase cm nk sepak2 je dye ue.. dye spew nk ignore ak cmne.. da dkt 10 awi x jmpe, cmnie dye react ble nmpk ak.. damn S@#T!.. huh..

ak alek lmbt..jln2 jap dgn wyda.. kwn MONYET ue ad kt public.. napew tah dye tgk ak mcm nk mkn owg.. wndu eah x dpt kaco ak 10 awi nie.. haha.. well ak pown wndu kw jgk laa! hikhik..

p/s ; ase cm nk mcg dye jep.. tp law ak mcg dye mean ak bia kn dye men2 kn ak agy.. cmne eah.. adoyh.. act, ak wndu gle2 kt dye ue.. hmm.. mcg tnye kabar leyh x?? =l

wen u say ily , does it meaningless 2 u??

sy x suwo awk ckp awk syg sy .. sy x suwoh awk btaw yg awk pown syg sy jugak.. bab sy tkot 3 words awk ue wat sy kmbli cintekan awk... awk xtaw susanye sy thn dri sy dri syg awk.. susanye sy hdpi ary2 sy lary dri pndgn awk.. taw sbb ap?? coz juz wif 1 flash , i can fall 4 u.. do u know how hard it is 2 tell everybody dat im over u wen im not.. 2 tell dem dat u r nothing wen u meant evrything 2 me..

awk taw ark...?? blew sy ckp sy syg awk.. sy x prnh men2.. tp blew awk ckp awk syg sy.. its meaningless kan..

smlm kte gdo.. slh sy kew?? awk taw sy mrajok nan awk.. tp prnh awk pujok sy... yg awk taw ckp , awk mlz nk gdo nan sy.. awk egt sy suke sgt kew gdo nan awk.. sket aw aty sy blew awk ckp cm2.. sy xdew niat lancong nk gdo nan awk.. awk prnh pk sal sy x.. xprnh an.. awk xprnh phm sy sket pown.. dri dulu smpay skunk.. awk xprnh phm sy...

kdg2 sy ase mcm nk g jawh dri awk.. xnk jumpew awk agy... xnk text awk agy.. bia awk ase cket yg sy ase dlu mse awk prgy jawh dri sy... kdg2 sy ase bency sgt dgn dri sy.. cbb sy xleyh kwl dri sy blew awk dkt.. sy bncy rse yg bukan2...

awk... sy taw wlaw cmne lme pown sy majok, awk xkn pujok sy alek kn.. sy taw sbb ap.. sbb sy xpntg bgi awk.. sbb sy xde mkne dlm idop awk.. sbb sy xdew dlm aty awk an...

so , xpewlaa awk.. sy da pnt bralah nan awk.. awk kn da bsr.. da xprlukn sy.. awk ad idop awk sndiri an.. sy pown ad idop sy sndiri.. anggp je r kte nie mmg x ssuwai... sy da cube,, n awk pown da cube.. xdew ertinye law awk dgn sy bab awk trpkse..

prgi r awk.. crik kbhgian awk ue.. crik owg yg akn sntiase stie syg awk.. crik owg yg xkn sketkn aty awk cm sy..

sy da xksh da.. idop awk, hak awk.. dan idop sy., hak sy.. sy xcmpor hal awk, dan awk xyah amek taw hal sy...

u r da apple of my eyes....

da apple of my eyes?? eaa... kamoolaa.. dlm bnyk2 owg kt skola ue cume kamoo jep yang mate sy nmpk... ohh.. knpew ea...

td ad ap ea kt kolaa??
dak2 fom 3 kene tnggu kt dewan utk tklimat trial.. huhu.. beshnye pekce kt dewan.. semangat sket ohh.. haha.. hmmm.. tdi dok agk dkt dgn kamoo.. kamoo curik2 tgk sy ea..?? xpew2.. sy x kecah laa.. ahaha..

blaja arb sal ayt tnye.. wat latehan.. adoy.. saket pale ue.. da nk abes minyak kapak ue ak tuang kt kepale aw.. bnyk glew2 r.. paz ue geo.. ok laa.. xderlaa nantok sgt sprti sllu.. cekgu ue wat lawak r.. men2 kejor2 nan arimau laa.. ape2 tah.. layan jeplaa..

paz ue rehat... dok dkt dgn kamoo agy.. susa btol mkn kene cover2 nie aw.. tp x ksh laa.. td mkn mee sup.. boleyhlaa sedap ... hmmm... kamoo?? nk taw sa2 rasea ark?? jgn gtaw owg len aw.. im loving it wen u look me through my eyes.. haha.. shorcut 2 my heart?? ekekeke..

den, stdy bi.. cm besalaa.. mse abes bi bace doa.. mse bce doa ue lak dye lalu.. sgn2 jep kene kutok nan kwn2 dye.. monyet btol!! wek3.. ahaha..

awi nie ad klz math.. cekgu nmpk cm x sehat jep.. takot nk pekce kot.. ahaha.. matylaa kalu x dpt a.. t cekgu suwoh pakay manilakad kt leher.. gilew rr.. hmmm.. blaja graph of function.. ok laa.. xdewlaa susa sgt.. kene phm formula dye btol2 r..
blek kol 3.30 tdi..

blek uma jep tros tdo.. pnt2... ngantok glew.. tdo lame pown ase x puas ohh.. buwok btol pangay an..

pape je laa.. tdi awi yg oke2 saje.. arap ecok lagy oke.. huhu..

notes 4 him :

weyh awk.. mulai awi nie sy xleyh mcg awk agy.. kene stdy3... bt sygs,, law windu sy tgklaa langet.. cbb... walaw jawh mane pown kte.. kte ttp pndg langet yg sme,... huhu.. eah.. wen u stare at me,, im melting.. ahhaha.. im loving it sygs.. wat sllu ea... =p

flying w/out wings....??

akher2 nie ak ase eppi sgt idop nie.. awy2 kt skola ue mmg besh.. ohh yea.. i've been harassed by dat bunch of munkeys!! hmm,, nk cite sal my dear dak tecik yg nkl + manje.. name nie dbri utk dye krne sy prasan sy lagy bso dri dye.. n sbb dye nie mmg smulejadi nkl n mnje.. dgn sy laa.. dgn owg len xtaw.. huhu..

dye nie adlh slh sa2 sbb yg meng'eppi'kn idop sy... knpew bg2?? hal ini krne dye yg menemani sy wak2 sy kseorgn pd malam yg sepi.. ekeke.. dye sgt mmbahagiakan.. mm.. KAMI KAWAN sajea ea... kwn trbaek.. wat mse skunk nie kte cume kwn.. tp law dtakderkn 10 tawn akn dtg sy dbri plihan antre dye n seowg putera yg kachak dan kaye raye... dah tntu laa sy pleh dye... OUR SOULS IS CONNECTED.. hikhik.. 2 yg sllu sy ckp kt kwn2 sy.. jiwe sy dgn dye.. nk wt cmne an... sy pileh utk tros dgn dye.. sbb sy bhgie dgn dye.. stiap kli dye tgk sy... stiap kli dye dkt dgn sy.. ad sa2 pasaan yg sy xleyh jlskn kt kowg ... ap ea.. BENCY.. MENYAMPAH.. ANNOYED.. + SYGS... WNDU... SUKE... ntah eak.. 2 yg sy ase ... sumenye sme... enikah CHENTA?? ahaha.. opcoz laa bkn.. slagy sy blm kawen, 2 bkn cinte .. 2 namenye menggatal.. ahaha.. tp btollaaa ann... mmm nk ckp sumthing laa kt dye...

utk dye :

oiyt awk.. sy taw awk pnt sgt lyn sy an.. sy mmg pnday nyusahkan awk.. tp an nk wt cmne .. sy cume suke kcw awk sowg jep... awk sowg jep yg thn dgn pangay sy nie an... sy taw sy suke bebel kt awk.. awk r.. spew suwo awk degel sgt.. susa btol nk dgr ckp owg.. owg ckp bab owg syg awk aw.. hmmm... sy taw sy suke mrh2 awk.. tp owg x simpan dlm aty.. owg mrh bab owg takot owg xpenting agy awk.. owg takot awk xpedulik sal owg agy.. sy suke sgt dgr awk glk.. taw bab pew , bab glk awk wat sy gmbire.. awy2 sy xkn indah tnpe awk.. taw ark ue?? stiap kali kte trsrmpak.. sy suke crik mate awk... huhu.. mmm.. tyme mkn sy sllu lapo.. bkn xdew mknn.. tp sy xleyh mkn bab awk ad... awk sllu dok dkt nan sy,.. sy x tgk awk.. bab sy takot.. tp sy taw aty sy sllu crik awk.. haha.. hmmm...

awk...
hbgn kte xkn lebeyh dri sowg kawan.. cume kwn.. awk baek cume aty sy prnh ancor bab awk.. jdik sy xnk aty sy ancor utk kali ke2 sbb awk agy... law jdik cm2, sy da xmmpu nk idop brhdpn nan awk.. sy nk awk gmbre.. sbb ble awk gmbre,, awk wat sy pown gmbre,, b eppi awk.. sy akn sntiase jdik kwn awk.. owg xkn tngglkn awk.. xkre ap awk wat kt owg.. xkre btpe sketnye aty owg.. owg akn sllu ad utk awk.. egt x ap owg sllu ckp.. 'sy akn sntiase stie tmn awk'... siyez nie.. sy x tpoo... huhu...

my dear dak tecik ( sbna2nye awk agy bso dri sy..)
sy sygs awk aw.. sygs3... 4 those nyte u stood still bside me... 4 those tyme u olwez being here wif me,... 4 those moment we share.. 4 those laugh u bring... 4 those naughty tyme we've gone crazy.. sy syg awk.. btoll siyes sgt.. awk, u r 89% oxygen i need 2 stay alive..! ily my dear kanak2.. =p

saat kw pergy..?

Da 4 awi arwah bak meninggal.. mmg sedeyh sgt.. egt agy mase bak ad ak xprnh wat ap yg dye suwoh.. ak nyesal sgt.. law ak taw dye da nk g ak xkn tngglkn dye skjp pown.. ak xsmpt nk minx maap kt dye… nk agtaw dye ak syg dye,,nk ckp time kaseh kt dye.. ak xdew dgn dye pown mse ue.. ak egt dye da ok.. mlm sblm dye mennggl ue ak bwk dye g ospital.. xsgke yg dye akn g esknye..
Da most thing I regret is I don’t spend my time on him eventhough I noe he was sick… I couldn’t spend only 5 min 2 say I love him… bt I can spend months on a boy who doesn’t deserve it.. I feel useless… I cant bear 2 c my mom’s tears..i cant hardly breathe wen I c my grandma crying… its hurt me…
Ak xleyh lupe mse dowg bwk msok jenazah bak… bak da xdew.. dye da xleyh nk gelak.. da xleyh panggil nme ak… ak tgk muke bak tenang sgt… ak ciom dahy bak utk kli yg trakher.. bab pas ue ak xleyh tgk muke dye agy.. sedeyh sgt… ak xlrt nk antar jenazah bak g kubor sbb mase ue ak da nk pitam.. ak ase terkilan sgt..

Awy2 tnpe dye mmg sedeyh… ak mcm boleyh nmpk dye mkn, nmpk dye bareng.. dgr dye pnggel nme ak.. tp dye da xdew.. nenek ak ajk ak tnggl kt uma dye .. ak xtaw nk ckp cmne… ak sedeyh sgt bew ak msok uma nenek ak.. kat uma ue bnyk sgt kenangan bak…

Tady ak ckp dgn mak yg ak sllu trbyg2kn bak.. nmpk dye brjln.. dgr sore dye.. mak kte bak da xdew kt dunie nie..tp dyeakn sntiase ad dlm aty kte..smpay ble2..

p/s: 2 my beloved grandpa..

I love u.. eventhough we olwez argue.. i love u so much.. much more den da stars… nana syg bak.. trsgt syg… nana minx maap.. bak prnh jnjy nan nana kn law nana dpt 9 a , bak nk kaci nana 900 inggit..well , nana x mnx duet ue.. tp nana akn wat yg terbaek sbgai adiah utk bak.. nana xkn lupekan bak.. nana xnk men2 agy..nana nk bak senyom ble nana da brjye dpt 9a aw…


love..,, nana.

sadly broken. miserably hurt.. n silently dead..

enough of diz thing plish.. i have enough of diz.. those heartaches.. those memories.. da memories of me n him.. its mean so much to me.. while 4 him.. its nothing.. i've tried so hard 2 stood still beside him.. i've tried so hard fighting 4 him... i've given evrything i have juz 4 him.. bt at laz.. here,,.. i've been left alone again..

u said u love me.. u said u do 4give me.. bt y did u do diz 2 me wen i've believe u..

'aty sy da ad owg len'

haha.. how stupid i am 4 hoping dat u'll come back.. how stupid i am 2 believe dat u still love me.. awk mmg jaat... bab wat sy ginie.. sy bnci awk utk ap yg awk buat.. sy sgt2 bncy awk..

i've nothing 2 say anymore.. im trying 2 stay alive.. im trying nt 2 think about it ... bt those scars u made will olwez stay..

sy, AMALYNA DYANA BT ZAKARIA , brjanjy bahawa sy x akn menerima awk, *********** , kmbli dlm idop sy. kcuali dgn 1 syarat yg sy elang egtn tntg ap yg awk da wat pd sy..

2 jnjy sy.. & sy pgg jnjy sy... awk xde hak nk wat sy sedeyh.. nie idop sy.. n i live 4 me.. not 4 u... wether im pretty @ ugly.. wether im hot @ cold.. genius @ dumb.. it have nothing 2 do wif u.. im happy 2 b born as me..

awk3.. sy x bncy awk.. tp syg sy, cinte sy.. da maty utk awk.. so each tyme awk jmpe sy.. tlg jgn tgk sy.. each tyme awk dgr name sy.. tlg react cam awk x knl sy.. each tyme awk llu dpn klz sy , tlg wat mcm sy nie xdew dpn awk.. n each tyme awk rse awk rndu sy.. tlg jgn sbot nme sy.. sbb 2 akn wat aer mte sy mengaler tnpe hnti...

sy da bruba.. sgt bruba.. teramat laen.. STRONG.. 2 laa option terakher sy.... so bile awk kte yg sy da x mcm dulue.. blew awk rse sy da krs aty.. Credit 2 u.. awk yg aja sy jadik ginie.. HEARTLESS?? haha,, thenx ea..

BAHGYA.. thenx awk..

14-15-16 may 2009

awy2 yg terINDAH dlm idop ak.. ak ase bahagya sgt... sgt2.. da lme ak x ase gnie.. da lme ak rndu dgr suare dye... n akhernye , ak dpt ase blek kgmbraan ue dlm idop ak smule... ak xsgke lnsong,, cnte ue akn hader alek.. n hbgn kteowg akn ok... tp ak brsyukur sgt bab ak taw d aty dye ad ak..

dear awk,,
sy syg awk..
cnte awk..
thenx aw..
bab wat sy ktwe alek..
wat sy ase gnie..

awk,
law papew pown jdi..
sy jnjy dgn awk sy xkn prnh mnx prpshn ue jadik lagy..
sbb sy da ase mcm ane sketnye sy tnpe awk..
sbb sy da ase sedeyhnye sy khlgn awk..

my dear,
sy jnjy dgn awk...
sy akn brubah..
sy xkn sketkn aty awk agy..
sy xkn wat awk sedeyh agy..

awk sygs..,,
awk pown jnjy dgn sy ea..
awk jgn bia kn sy prgy agy..
awk xkn tngglkn sy sowg2 agy..
awk jnjy ea...

amalyna dyana akn sllu mnyayangi awk,... mncintai awk.. hnye awk.. cume awk...