sadly broken. miserably hurt.. n silently dead..

enough of diz thing plish.. i have enough of diz.. those heartaches.. those memories.. da memories of me n him.. its mean so much to me.. while 4 him.. its nothing.. i've tried so hard 2 stood still beside him.. i've tried so hard fighting 4 him... i've given evrything i have juz 4 him.. bt at laz.. here,,.. i've been left alone again..

u said u love me.. u said u do 4give me.. bt y did u do diz 2 me wen i've believe u..

'aty sy da ad owg len'

haha.. how stupid i am 4 hoping dat u'll come back.. how stupid i am 2 believe dat u still love me.. awk mmg jaat... bab wat sy ginie.. sy bnci awk utk ap yg awk buat.. sy sgt2 bncy awk..

i've nothing 2 say anymore.. im trying 2 stay alive.. im trying nt 2 think about it ... bt those scars u made will olwez stay..

sy, AMALYNA DYANA BT ZAKARIA , brjanjy bahawa sy x akn menerima awk, *********** , kmbli dlm idop sy. kcuali dgn 1 syarat yg sy elang egtn tntg ap yg awk da wat pd sy..

2 jnjy sy.. & sy pgg jnjy sy... awk xde hak nk wat sy sedeyh.. nie idop sy.. n i live 4 me.. not 4 u... wether im pretty @ ugly.. wether im hot @ cold.. genius @ dumb.. it have nothing 2 do wif u.. im happy 2 b born as me..

awk3.. sy x bncy awk.. tp syg sy, cinte sy.. da maty utk awk.. so each tyme awk jmpe sy.. tlg jgn tgk sy.. each tyme awk dgr name sy.. tlg react cam awk x knl sy.. each tyme awk llu dpn klz sy , tlg wat mcm sy nie xdew dpn awk.. n each tyme awk rse awk rndu sy.. tlg jgn sbot nme sy.. sbb 2 akn wat aer mte sy mengaler tnpe hnti...

sy da bruba.. sgt bruba.. teramat laen.. STRONG.. 2 laa option terakher sy.... so bile awk kte yg sy da x mcm dulue.. blew awk rse sy da krs aty.. Credit 2 u.. awk yg aja sy jadik ginie.. HEARTLESS?? haha,, thenx ea..

BAHGYA.. thenx awk..

14-15-16 may 2009

awy2 yg terINDAH dlm idop ak.. ak ase bahagya sgt... sgt2.. da lme ak x ase gnie.. da lme ak rndu dgr suare dye... n akhernye , ak dpt ase blek kgmbraan ue dlm idop ak smule... ak xsgke lnsong,, cnte ue akn hader alek.. n hbgn kteowg akn ok... tp ak brsyukur sgt bab ak taw d aty dye ad ak..

dear awk,,
sy syg awk..
cnte awk..
thenx aw..
bab wat sy ktwe alek..
wat sy ase gnie..

awk,
law papew pown jdi..
sy jnjy dgn awk sy xkn prnh mnx prpshn ue jadik lagy..
sbb sy da ase mcm ane sketnye sy tnpe awk..
sbb sy da ase sedeyhnye sy khlgn awk..

my dear,
sy jnjy dgn awk...
sy akn brubah..
sy xkn sketkn aty awk agy..
sy xkn wat awk sedeyh agy..

awk sygs..,,
awk pown jnjy dgn sy ea..
awk jgn bia kn sy prgy agy..
awk xkn tngglkn sy sowg2 agy..
awk jnjy ea...

amalyna dyana akn sllu mnyayangi awk,... mncintai awk.. hnye awk.. cume awk...

waiting 4 da answer??

laz nyte i gave hm a mcg.. a mcg i shudnt sent 2 hm.. bt unfortunately i did... n its miserably bad...

"awk.. i noe i shudnt ask u diz.. bt its keep btherng me.. awk.. can u gve me anther chnce 2 b wif u.. 4give me n i prmiz u dat i'll change.."

ohhh sgt sadiz blew 2nggu jwpn dye cmnie... tdi at school dyra asked me to meet him face 2 face.. bt i couldnt.. i dont have da strenght 2.. OMG .. y am i so weak 2 confront him..

dyra yg g jmpe dye..

dyra : malyn nk jwpn kw..
dye : ntah .. ak x tawlaa..
dyra : xbek taw kw ckp cm2 kt dye...
dye : nnti ak ckp dgn dye sndiri..
dyra : dye nk skrg..
dye : t ak jmpew dye..

ohh ,,, susanye...
tdi g kol dye kt public habab..

malyn : nga wtpew..??
dye : nga dgr laguu..
malyn : so ap jwpnnye??
dye : jwpn?? jwpn pew eak??
malyn : sy xrti laa tnye soklan bnyk kali..
dye : emm.. emmm.. ntah eak..
malyn : ckplaa cpt..
dye : law sy ckp xleyh??
malyn : law xleyh nvr mind.. xpewlaa..
dye : law boleyh??
malyn : law boleyh.. boleyhlaaa..
dye : 2 jew??
malyn : abes ue awk nk suwo sy wt pew?? mnnges.. mryu.. mraung??
dye : hmmm. ntahlaa.. xtawlaa.
malyn : sy tnye boleyh ke x.. x ske btoll jwpn xtawlaa.. ntahlaa... uish..
dye : llki kn mmg gnie... suke ckp xtawlaa..
malyn : awk laky kew??
dye : pe dye??!!

jwpn dye sume ntahlah.. xtawlaa.. ntah eakk.. ermmm..

urghh.. brsbr jep ak nie...
hmmm...
2nyte..
ak arap mlm nie dye da make up his mynd.. ohh.. plish kill me nw.. nervous?? ohh no,,, wuteva da answer is.. ak redha sajaa laaa... nk wt cmne law mmg dye bkn utk ak..

dak2 nie sllu tnye..
malyn ap lebeyhnye dye ue..
ap istimewanye dye ue..
npew kw xleyh lupekan dye..
dye kn da wat mcm2 kt kw tp npew kw tnggu dye agy..
malyn kw lpekn jelaa dye ue..

oii SAHABAT..
ckp cng laa weyh..
ap lebeyhnye dye..??
dye sme jep nan kowg..
ap istimewanye dye..??
dye istimewa bab dpt wat ak jtoh aty nan dye..
npew ak xleyh lpekan dye??
bab dye satu2nye dlm aty ak..
npew ak tnggu dye agy??
sbb ak da jnjy dgn dye..
lpekan dye??
ak akn lpekn dye ble dye suwo ak wat cm2..

i've fallen 4 him..
i've loving him unconditionally..
n nthing can stop me frm loving hm..
dye SEMPURNA bgy ak..

2nyte will decide evrythng..
da answer dat will chnge evrythng...
i'll accept it..
n i'll neva regret it..


love..,,
malyn
(being strong is da laz option i have)

BeSt CHapTeR iN mY lIfe?? haha..

ahaha.. TERHEBAT wokk(kate ninanana n.9)

dedicated 2 all my fwenz yg trcnte ( especially yg gtl nk kawen ue! haha)

malyn ohh .. btw.. u noe wut..

in my lyfe ..
boys come n go..
bt a fwen lyke u will olwez stay..
4eva,..

my darl..

-azra
-wyda
-sherot
-pja
-seha
-eyqa
-qis
-aryna
-pka
-prina
-atya
-fatya
-eca
-ikin
-aen
-shera
-KIDAH
-nina

my sweethearts..

- zarul
- ajy
- bai
- fahmi
- icam
- qacha
- najib
- pai
- syafiq
- wan
- syazwan
- faiz
- azazy
- popo
- aretah
- abg fiq
- asyraf

der r top 35 in my lyfe..

i luv u alll...
how much??
> tooo much..
4 how long ??
> smpay matyy laaa weyh..

time kaseh SAHABAT..
kte stie an..
huhu..
=p

speechless??

nothing happen act diz day.. otw nk g hall trnmpk dye.. OMG.. y shud he stared at me lyke dat.. HATE IT!! read my lips.. HATE IT!!... malyn kuat ohh... skdr dye ue .. PLISLAA.. haha...

hmmmm.. ba , ustzh ad!! yeahh... cukecuki... da lme ohh x jmpe dye.. asykun ustzh.. haha.. ( btol kew?? layaannn..) bljr2.. oke laa.. den geo.. wat keje kursus... nantok ohh.. law ad bntl n slimot da lmer tdo.. ekeke.. tp awi nie rehat lmbt.. kol 1030.. lapolapolapo.. buwok toll pangay..

mse rht mkn mee goren n aer cincau... awi nie brdebar2 seyh... nk g anta pnggn pown cm owg x btoll... AK X GILEW laa.. nervous sajaa.. n den, atya ckp dye nmpk abg tooott.. haha.. ak pown brglk ar g tgk dye... ohhh.. tp ttbe jep ak jdik PEMALU... haha.. pemalu ohh.. ish3.. xpew laa.. bkn maty pown..

yg plg twok awi nie ... BUKU SC ak ilang.. kne wat alek arh.. BOCAN sunggoh.. cmne tah leyh ilang dlm klas.. urmm.. ta pe .. REDHA sajaa.. haha..

Ooohh yeahh nmpk dye lagy... act.. ak xtaw laaa nie PERASAN kew PERASAAN ak kew.. tp anytyme ak jmpe dye.. msty mcm wk2 ue brhnty kjp... staring at each other?? HELL NO!! dye ue jep lebeyh2.. urghh~!! papew je laaa.. nanak amek taw.. nanak taw sal dye... TUTOP MATE?? a'ah eak t x nmpk dye agy..

nmpk laa dye n dak2 bola ue... bai nye kaky drh?? yelaaa ue.. bohong ak nombor 1 yea .. kw mmg biadap aw.. yea2 arr je ak prcye kaky kw luka.. ngek!! den bowak2 jap nan ajy.. dye kte bola klh ohh.. lawan smb.. 3-0?? uishh... pape je laa dowg nie..

ajy : nie sume pakwe kw nye psl laa.. bodoh sgt.. bola asek bolos jea... haha(ketawe CETAN)
malyn : x baek aw ckp dye g2.. dye x bodoh laa..
dye : (bebel pew tah dlm blek aer ue.. law bani kuar ar .. ckp dpn2.. wek2!)

malz nk lelame kt dpn tndz ue... da laa bau.. ad dye ue laakk.. bnci!

mse klaz hkmah ue.. ak nan azra CABOT KELAZ ohh.. lagy 5 minet nk alek bwu ak msok... haha.. jaat glew... mmg siyez jaat... kiteowg lepak nan pakwe kongsi kteowg kt kaa2.. haha.. owg len nga bace doa.. kteowg da blah.. haha.. MERAPEK jea... twok toll pangay..

sowi ea cekgu.. kamee pening laaa.. kamee mmg nkl cket.. ampun ea.. haha...

paz ue mlpk dulue kt bus stand.. mkn eskim.. sdpSDPsdp.. bual2.. psl A....A.. alaaaa... yg toott... tooot... tooottttt... haha... dowg sume stuju bhwe pompuan ue mmg SELEBET^10.. haha.. OII KOWG.. AK NK MNGSKN D CINIE BHWE AK X GLEW!! hikhik...psiko sajaaa,...

mse g koll bpk ak kt publik lua... ad 2 owg bdk pom 1 Lksmne.. ckp hye laa.. bnde merapek ap tah.. OII ak x caer laaa.. haha.. pelik2 jea dowg ue.. da laa dk kicik... uwekk..!

g psr lmbk jap.. jmpe amai owg ohh... jmpe AMAT, AJIZ..,, NAUFAL, APIZ n rmay agy.. ohh SEGAN.. dowg cume da clin bju.. ak jea pkay bju HABAB yg mantoll ue.. haha.. bngge ue..

g ospital tgk atok ak.. dye ue dewgel sunggoh.. ak suwoh mkn nanak.. minom bnyk munyi.. xpew2.. sebaek sket.. huhu.. paz ue g men buai nan akq ak.. cm bodoe2 jea... tp besh.. da lame x men buai.. besh3... sukesukesuke...

Awi nie penat glew laaa.. mnyk glew BERJALAN.. sket kaky ohh... xpewlaaa... tp awi nie ok laaa.. HOPE AWI ECOK AKN LEBEYH ENDAH DRI ARI INI.. Yeahh.. GoGoGo MALYN HEBAT!!

p/s : 4 ur info, if u r SMART ENOUGH .. stay away from me...!! if u r BITCH.. i'll make sure i stay away from u.. noe y?? bcoz i dont wanna b fren wif a FEMALE DOG.. haha.. ( keJAHATan terselah awi nie.. sowi pd yg trse aty ohh k.. )

broken!!!! nanes??

laz nyte.. OMG.. ak da xtaw nk watpew.. sket ue dtg blek.. sket sgt.. paz blek dri ospitall , ak tros msok blik.. nanes & nanes & nanes.. xtaw nk wat cmnew agy.. smpay mlm ak trprok dlm blik... abes brsph blik ak..

ak ase cm psiko lakk.. mental kowt.. ntahlaa.. sket glew... sket dlm aty nie xdew owg yg nmpk.. tp 2 laa yg plg sket.. ak da pnt...

im tired of being hypocrite.. prentending dat im heppy w/ou hm.. pretending dat im okay.. IM NOT OKAY!!! y cant u all c dat AMALYNA DYANA is a hypocrite.. fake smyle.. fake laugh.. fake lyfe.. HELL YEAH.. im sux!!

silence hint??ohh yea.. y cant i get it.. wut he's trying 2 do.. he's trying 2 make me 4get about him.. yar.. 4get him...

welll... am i so easy 2 b 4gotten.. AM I?? thanx ea.. 4 breaking my heart over n over again.. wut goes around comes around.. n 1 day u'll feel wut i felt ryte now..

BROKEN.. ALONE.. MISERABLE... DEAD!!..

hmmm... malyn kuat kew?? dats da only choice i have.. STRONG!! STOOD STILL.. live my lyfe juz lyke wut it shud be..


ders no more u n me...
cinta smpay d cinie???
its ok..
i'll go..n i'll walk away..
u'll regret diz , awk..
4 hurting me lyke diz..
thenx ea..
4 teaching me how 2 live my life wif a broken heart...

demam weeks... uishh...

minggu nie an mnggu dmm owt.. fwen ak rmay yg dmm... ish3.. trmasok laa ak... hmmm.. tp ak nie jnis dak degil yg sgt tdk suke mkn ubt.. lagy2 yg pahit2 ue.. manyak menci.. haha.. twok tolll an..

dmm2 ue leyh lak mcg nan my abg, mr qacha.. huhu.. d bebel ohh.. haha..

qacha : ko napew?? demam ke?
malyn : yup.. pnt glew..
qacha : mkn ubt ar.. nie msti xsuke mkn ubt!! mcm bdk kecik.. ha3..
malyn : mkn ubt?? tlglaaa..
qacha : tlg ap?? bli ubt yg mnis?
malyn : xnk ubt.. t ak ovrdos..
qacha : x abis2 ngan ovrdos... ak taw.. ko pkai COOLFEVER ar..
malyn : kw egt ak dak kecik kew??
qacha : ai.. xsadar agy kew?? ko ue mmg cm dak kecik...

urghh.. 4 ur info im not a child anymore ea.. haha.. xpewlaa bro.... pape jelaa .. cm dak kecik kew.. ap kew.. idc!! haha.. ak taw ak comell.. haha..( overdose pasan..) ily MUHD FIRDAUS AKHASHAH !!.. cyg kw.. bez bro eva.. =p