saat kw pergy..?

Da 4 awi arwah bak meninggal.. mmg sedeyh sgt.. egt agy mase bak ad ak xprnh wat ap yg dye suwoh.. ak nyesal sgt.. law ak taw dye da nk g ak xkn tngglkn dye skjp pown.. ak xsmpt nk minx maap kt dye… nk agtaw dye ak syg dye,,nk ckp time kaseh kt dye.. ak xdew dgn dye pown mse ue.. ak egt dye da ok.. mlm sblm dye mennggl ue ak bwk dye g ospital.. xsgke yg dye akn g esknye..
Da most thing I regret is I don’t spend my time on him eventhough I noe he was sick… I couldn’t spend only 5 min 2 say I love him… bt I can spend months on a boy who doesn’t deserve it.. I feel useless… I cant bear 2 c my mom’s tears..i cant hardly breathe wen I c my grandma crying… its hurt me…
Ak xleyh lupe mse dowg bwk msok jenazah bak… bak da xdew.. dye da xleyh nk gelak.. da xleyh panggil nme ak… ak tgk muke bak tenang sgt… ak ciom dahy bak utk kli yg trakher.. bab pas ue ak xleyh tgk muke dye agy.. sedeyh sgt… ak xlrt nk antar jenazah bak g kubor sbb mase ue ak da nk pitam.. ak ase terkilan sgt..

Awy2 tnpe dye mmg sedeyh… ak mcm boleyh nmpk dye mkn, nmpk dye bareng.. dgr dye pnggel nme ak.. tp dye da xdew.. nenek ak ajk ak tnggl kt uma dye .. ak xtaw nk ckp cmne… ak sedeyh sgt bew ak msok uma nenek ak.. kat uma ue bnyk sgt kenangan bak…

Tady ak ckp dgn mak yg ak sllu trbyg2kn bak.. nmpk dye brjln.. dgr sore dye.. mak kte bak da xdew kt dunie nie..tp dyeakn sntiase ad dlm aty kte..smpay ble2..

p/s: 2 my beloved grandpa..

I love u.. eventhough we olwez argue.. i love u so much.. much more den da stars… nana syg bak.. trsgt syg… nana minx maap.. bak prnh jnjy nan nana kn law nana dpt 9 a , bak nk kaci nana 900 inggit..well , nana x mnx duet ue.. tp nana akn wat yg terbaek sbgai adiah utk bak.. nana xkn lupekan bak.. nana xnk men2 agy..nana nk bak senyom ble nana da brjye dpt 9a aw…


love..,, nana.